Every day-I try and I try and I try

after careful consideration, i've decided to give up on bradney, meaning, if he calls and asks me out or something, then of course i'll say yes, but i am going to stop actively pursuing him.

i came to this decision based on

A) the fact that someone wrote a comment telling me to back off or get in line cause she (maybe it was his model girlfriend?) liked bradney too, and

B) because bradney wrote on my facebook wall telling me to stop stlaking him or he'd call the police. i'm pretty sure he was kidding, but still.....

I definitely still love him, i mean, nothing could really change the way i feel about him, but you know what they say: if you love someone, let them go. if they come back to you, they're yours, and if they don't, they aren't.

so bradney, if your reading this, i'm letting you go.........

i feel pretty good about my decision, but i'm sad too. i love having crushes, and its always sad when a love affair comes to an end.

a big thank you to Traci, who commented with some great advice on how to get a boyfriend.

i'm a pretty self-confident girl, but despite this, i know i have flaws. i KNOW i am not as pretty as veronica lake or amanda bynes or someone. i know that. and i know my interests in virtual reality are a far cry from the typical interests of girls my age.

but still.

i am a nice person,
i am a good person.
i am loyal and i am kind.
i'm not really that funny, but i am pretty good at laughing at other people's jokes.
i speak two languages (English and Elvish)
i make really good snickerdoodle cookies.
i really like watching tv
i am actualy pretty lonely.

so, people out there in cyberworld, i am asking you for help. in the immortal words of freddie mercury:

can anybody find me somebody to love?